Today I feel hope. I feel kind of yucky, but hopeful that this will indeed end. I have a new member on "Team Michele's health" and I felt like I was guided to bring him into this club of mine. He is a chiropractor/acupuncturist/physical therapist and I just can't remember the other things he has on the wall. I feel as though he knows the intricate balance that a body needs and has great knowledge of the workings of the human body. Today was actually my 3rd appointment. I have been making great progress but not getting past a certain point in the past. In our talks and plans for treatment I feel like we are going to see the end result I have been praying for. Not without struggle and hard work of course but......I feel it coming!!
The other thing I feel today besides this bright ray of hope for my future is gratitude. I am grateful to be where I am today. Its sometimes a real tough place to be but nevertheless I wouldn't change it. I am a hard to teach person by nature and luckily my loving Father knows that. He knew to learn the things I have and to become who I am becoming I must first go through fire.....and that I have. However, I feel myself coming out as polished. I know I have a long long way to go, but..... I feel blessed.
I also feel today that my need to be TOUGH may just be diminishing. I am tough and I know that, and God knows that, and the people who love me most know that. Even if I show my hard days, and show that sometimes I am weak and need help.....they know who I am and I trust that today! Hopefully this all extends more and more than just today but for today I feel excited!
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